Bakit ba may mga taong feeling superior? Yung hindi nila nakikita yung sarili nilang mali at madalas yung mali ng iba ang nakikita nila. Ewan ko kung bakit may kaibigan akong ganito at ngayon hindi ko alam kung gusto ko pa syang kaibiganin. I just felt na masyado ko na tinitingnan ang sarili ko as a person full of mistakes. Ang masakit pa sa kin he even told me na isa akong taong ginagawang problema ang hindi naman dapat problemahin. Well in fact, nagsimula lang ang lahat because I told him na nakakaiyak maglakad ng hindi mo alam kung san ka pupunta at wala kang masakyan. I thought he is a friend enough to understand na sinabi ko lang yun dahil exhausted na ko. At nabanggit ko rin sa kanya na nainis ako sa isa kong friend, then he accused me of backbiting. Ang gusto ko lang naman ay maihinga sa kanya yung sentiments ko kasi akala ko he can listen and advise me soundly about it.
Well, maybe thats it. Mula ngayon, I will never be too close to anybody. Wala akong pwedeng kaibigan sa mundong ito than God. I'm so sure na maiintindihan Nya ko at pakikinggan Nya ko.
Then, bakit din kaya may mga tao na walang magawa kundi ang manira ng mga taong nanahimik na? Likas na ba talaga sa kanila ang pagiging pakialamero at pagiging feeling righteous or sadyang nagpapagamit lang sila sa "spirit of destruction" na hindi tumitigil para ibagsak ang iba. Nakakatawa lang dahil ang layo na nila pero sagap pa rin nila ang mga usapan sa aming bakuran. Sino kaya ang taong ito na tumatalon ng lihim sa ibang bakuran? God only knows...
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Thursday, January 29, 2009
A GRANTED BIRTHDAY WISH
This happened really long time ago but I want to share this story over again.
It was a week before my 18th Birthday. My mother already told me that we have no money to celebrate it. I knew our situation but never I lose hope.
The night before I went home to Hagonoy, I prayed to God in tears. I told God that it is my dream to have a debut. I never asked God much than a pitcher of orange juice and 1kilo of pancit for the occassion. I just wanted to enjoy that day with my family and close friends.
Then when I reached the "kabayanan" I saw my parents walking towards the church. I ran after them. When they saw me, my mother told me to go home immediately because "Sweetheart" was there. Sweetheart is my favorite aunt, she is almost a mom to me. I hurried home.
I went inside my grandparent's place and there was my aunt directing to go up the room. Without any question, I followed. On the room of my grandparents, 5-gowns were lying on the bed. I was shocked. I was speechless. I was overwhelmed. My cousin told me to fit the gown. I hold one gown and said to myself "I liked it but it wont fit me" but when I wore it. It was like mine. I was teary-eyed. Then we prepared the invitations and the list of 18-roses and 18-candles.
Then I realized, it was not a simple celebration. It was more than a dream come true. God answered my prayer and I am thankful up to now.
It was a week before my 18th Birthday. My mother already told me that we have no money to celebrate it. I knew our situation but never I lose hope.
The night before I went home to Hagonoy, I prayed to God in tears. I told God that it is my dream to have a debut. I never asked God much than a pitcher of orange juice and 1kilo of pancit for the occassion. I just wanted to enjoy that day with my family and close friends.
Then when I reached the "kabayanan" I saw my parents walking towards the church. I ran after them. When they saw me, my mother told me to go home immediately because "Sweetheart" was there. Sweetheart is my favorite aunt, she is almost a mom to me. I hurried home.
I went inside my grandparent's place and there was my aunt directing to go up the room. Without any question, I followed. On the room of my grandparents, 5-gowns were lying on the bed. I was shocked. I was speechless. I was overwhelmed. My cousin told me to fit the gown. I hold one gown and said to myself "I liked it but it wont fit me" but when I wore it. It was like mine. I was teary-eyed. Then we prepared the invitations and the list of 18-roses and 18-candles.
Then I realized, it was not a simple celebration. It was more than a dream come true. God answered my prayer and I am thankful up to now.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
HIDING ON CLOUDS
It is almost zero visibility now here in Dubai. The whole place is totally covered with fog. You cannot see the towering buildings and it's blurry wherever you look at. It is really freezing outside.
I will have a training today on our new system. Mr. Christ told me it will be at 3pm and it's a Nigerian friend. I hope the system will be easy.
It was so funny coz i thought i will be the one on training but it was the other way around. I trained the guy! whoh! that was a 2-hours talk in pure english. The guy even recorded all i said...hmmnn my voice will reach Nigeria now.
I was really tired afterwards. My busmate, Jhoy asked me how was her Kuya Medel. I became speechless, i didnt know what to say. "Miss mo na si kuya, ate?" I smiled as if I was smiling. Only if i can say I missed my friend but I better not. I don't want to associate myself with him again.
I will have a training today on our new system. Mr. Christ told me it will be at 3pm and it's a Nigerian friend. I hope the system will be easy.
It was so funny coz i thought i will be the one on training but it was the other way around. I trained the guy! whoh! that was a 2-hours talk in pure english. The guy even recorded all i said...hmmnn my voice will reach Nigeria now.
I was really tired afterwards. My busmate, Jhoy asked me how was her Kuya Medel. I became speechless, i didnt know what to say. "Miss mo na si kuya, ate?" I smiled as if I was smiling. Only if i can say I missed my friend but I better not. I don't want to associate myself with him again.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
FOGGY DAY
Foggy means filled or abounding with fog.
Current Temperature in Dubai is 16 degrees celcius.
As if I was walking in clouds...ganyan ang feeling ko this morning habang naglalakad papunta sa aming bus service pick-up point. Ang hirap maglakad kasi sobrang malamig at ang eye glasses ko nagmo-moist na rin plus the fact na nakakaantok talaga ang ganitong panahon. Sarap sigurong me kayakap....na unan!
Dahil nga sa na-irritate ang mata ko kahapon, naka-eye glasses ako ngayon instead na contact lenses. Nakakatawa lang kasi tinawag ako ng boss ko (Mr. Allan) na "Librarian" Hmmmnn... do I look like a genius? or an oldmaid?
Ready na ang mga boxes pa-package sa Pinas pero bukas pa daw pwedeng mapick-up ni Malvin ng Grace Cargo.
I polished my nails last night and as usual I murdered one of it. I was watching a movie kasi while doing so...
The movie I watched was "Ghost Town" half pa lang napapanood ko kasi inantok na me.
Current Temperature in Dubai is 16 degrees celcius.
As if I was walking in clouds...ganyan ang feeling ko this morning habang naglalakad papunta sa aming bus service pick-up point. Ang hirap maglakad kasi sobrang malamig at ang eye glasses ko nagmo-moist na rin plus the fact na nakakaantok talaga ang ganitong panahon. Sarap sigurong me kayakap....na unan!
Dahil nga sa na-irritate ang mata ko kahapon, naka-eye glasses ako ngayon instead na contact lenses. Nakakatawa lang kasi tinawag ako ng boss ko (Mr. Allan) na "Librarian" Hmmmnn... do I look like a genius? or an oldmaid?
Ready na ang mga boxes pa-package sa Pinas pero bukas pa daw pwedeng mapick-up ni Malvin ng Grace Cargo.
I polished my nails last night and as usual I murdered one of it. I was watching a movie kasi while doing so...
The movie I watched was "Ghost Town" half pa lang napapanood ko kasi inantok na me.
Monday, January 26, 2009
IRRITATING IRRITATIONS
Irritation means- a state of inflammation or painful reaction.
Yesterday, it was irritating coz I was on the 2nd day of my period. Hirap gumalaw at sobrang sakit talaga. Resulta, tinatamad ako at may pagka-masungit. Dahil si Erill ang madalas kong kasama, sya ang napagdiskitahan ko. Well, naiintindihan naman daw nya. Actually, he predicted na meron ako kaya ako tinotopak. Paano naman din ako hindi magiging masungit eh ang kulit nitong si Erill. May mga bagay tuloy syang nalaman about me na hindi nya dapat nalaman. Ano yon? Hmmnn...hindi ko na lang din sasabihin to be safe.
Today, I had an eye irritation as in I cannot open my right eye. It was totally red and itchy. Nakakaiyak. I had to remove my contact lens. Big thanks talaga sa officemate kong si Reine. She bought the medication for me. Ok yung gamot, mabilis ang effect kaya lang mahirap pa ring mag work kasi isa lang eye ko ang may proper vision. Nakakahilo. Nakakairita.
I hope nothing will add on these irritating irritations...finger crossed!
Yesterday, it was irritating coz I was on the 2nd day of my period. Hirap gumalaw at sobrang sakit talaga. Resulta, tinatamad ako at may pagka-masungit. Dahil si Erill ang madalas kong kasama, sya ang napagdiskitahan ko. Well, naiintindihan naman daw nya. Actually, he predicted na meron ako kaya ako tinotopak. Paano naman din ako hindi magiging masungit eh ang kulit nitong si Erill. May mga bagay tuloy syang nalaman about me na hindi nya dapat nalaman. Ano yon? Hmmnn...hindi ko na lang din sasabihin to be safe.
Today, I had an eye irritation as in I cannot open my right eye. It was totally red and itchy. Nakakaiyak. I had to remove my contact lens. Big thanks talaga sa officemate kong si Reine. She bought the medication for me. Ok yung gamot, mabilis ang effect kaya lang mahirap pa ring mag work kasi isa lang eye ko ang may proper vision. Nakakahilo. Nakakairita.
I hope nothing will add on these irritating irritations...finger crossed!
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