Naghintay ako sa airport. Napakabilis ng oras. Nag check-in agad ng luggage ang kapatid ko dahil 1-hour na lang before her flight. Sabi nya pumasok daw ako sa Cathay Pacific baggage check-in counter area at kahit takot ako dahil passengers lang ang allowed doon naglakas loob na rin akong pumasok. Buti hindi ganon kahigpit that day or else wala na akong chance makita si Jhona bago sya umalis. When I saw her, I felt the sudden emptiness parang a part of me is missing. Agad kong niyakap ang kapatid ko. Actually, I was supressing my emotions kasi hindi naman emotional mga tao sa paligid ko -Mark, Cathy, Mohamad, Tita Janet, and Tita JM. When the time has come to bid our goodbyes....hindi ko na talaga mapigil ang tears from falling. I kissed my sister while saying 'ingat ka ha...mahal na mahal ka ng ate...mami-miss kita ng sobra' then Tita JM also cried kasi pauwi na rin sya and she won't be coming back. Cathy followed in tears with her mom Tita Janet. Nag-drama kami sa airport. When my sister walked away, I was watching her every step until she was out of my sight.
At home, I sat on my sister's bed. I remembered our memories together. Yung mga hardships namin then yung mga napagtatagumpayan namin together. Yung mga times na wala kaming karamay but ourselves. Yung mga times na nag-aaway kami. Yung paglalambing nya...'ate, san ka na. uwi ka na kasi gutom na ko'
Neng, miss ka na agad ng ate. I thanked God kasi as this time kasama ka na nina nanay at tatay. lam ko masarap kain mo ngayon dyan. Senorita ka na naman!!! Ingat ka po dyan lage ha. At kaw na bahala kay nanay at tatay. love you so much bunso...muah!!!
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
DOCUMENT PROCESSING OVERVIEW
Agenda 01 - Benj and I finally decided to tie the knot this year. Yes, I'm getting married!!! I dont want to be too obvious that I'm so excited about it (Oh, am I?)
So to start, Benj is currently in the Philippines and I'm in Dubai. He must be here before the date. When it will be?
>2nd Week of May (May 21)
>1st Week of August (Aug 8)
We need to process a lot of documents. These are:
(1) Cenomar or Certificate of Singleness (www.cencus.com.ph) - details on how to acquire this document is clearly stated on the website. Processing is for 3-days. Costs is Php 415.00 per document.
(2) Dept of Foreign Affairs (DFA) Authentication (www.dfa.gov.ph) - Certification of No Marriage Record or Cenomar costs Php 80.00 and waiting is up to fifteen (15) days!
(3) Philippine Consulate General-Dubai, UAE (http://www.pcgdubai.net/) - these are the requirements:
2 Marriage Application Forms for License
1 Joint Affidavit Form
1 Marriage Announcement Form
1 Marriage Contract [fill up clearly & legibly]
1 Report of Marriage Form [fill up clearly & legibly]
Required Enclosures
DFA - Authenticated NSO CENOMAR or Singleness
Passport Copies of Groom, Bride, 2 Witnesses
2 each recent passport-size photos of bride and groom
According to my sister, the cost is approximately Dhs. 315.00 but I have to find it out myself.
In addition to all these, I need to process his visiting visa and ticket. I already list down some options and it really cost a fortune!!!
So to start, Benj is currently in the Philippines and I'm in Dubai. He must be here before the date. When it will be?
>2nd Week of May (May 21)
>1st Week of August (Aug 8)
We need to process a lot of documents. These are:
(1) Cenomar or Certificate of Singleness (www.cencus.com.ph) - details on how to acquire this document is clearly stated on the website. Processing is for 3-days. Costs is Php 415.00 per document.
(2) Dept of Foreign Affairs (DFA) Authentication (www.dfa.gov.ph) - Certification of No Marriage Record or Cenomar costs Php 80.00 and waiting is up to fifteen (15) days!
(3) Philippine Consulate General-Dubai, UAE (http://www.pcgdubai.net/) - these are the requirements:
2 Marriage Application Forms for License
1 Joint Affidavit Form
1 Marriage Announcement Form
1 Marriage Contract [fill up clearly & legibly]
1 Report of Marriage Form [fill up clearly & legibly]
Required Enclosures
DFA - Authenticated NSO CENOMAR or Singleness
Passport Copies of Groom, Bride, 2 Witnesses
2 each recent passport-size photos of bride and groom
According to my sister, the cost is approximately Dhs. 315.00 but I have to find it out myself.
In addition to all these, I need to process his visiting visa and ticket. I already list down some options and it really cost a fortune!!!
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
SKIN DEEP
Synopsis: Kung karamihan sa atin ang pangarap ay gumanda. Hindi kasama sa listahan si Leila Avelino. Sa araw kasi na nagsaboy ng kagandahan sa mundo, nasalo na nya lahat. Bukod pa rito, si Leila ang nag-iisang tagapagmana ng mga Avelino. Napakabait din nito at isang huwarang kabataan sa kanilang lugar. Ngunit nang magkasakit ang amang si Mayor Lope Avelino, nagbago ang lahat. Hinihiling nito na malagay na sa tahimik ang dalaga. Labag man sa kalooban ay minabuti nyang sumunod...sa isang kundisyon.
Sa kanyang bagong buhay ay makikilala ni Leila ang mayabang na si Alvie Herrera at ang socialite nitong girlfriend na si Carlene Arcega. Si Pabs Tanjutco, ang balikbayang anak ng isang Congressman at si Maiko Rufino, ang scholar at anak ng campus caretaker.
Sino kaya sa kanila ang makakakilala sa tunay na Leila?
Sa kanyang bagong buhay ay makikilala ni Leila ang mayabang na si Alvie Herrera at ang socialite nitong girlfriend na si Carlene Arcega. Si Pabs Tanjutco, ang balikbayang anak ng isang Congressman at si Maiko Rufino, ang scholar at anak ng campus caretaker.
Sino kaya sa kanila ang makakakilala sa tunay na Leila?
SOMEHOW
I wrote this poem as a reminder that our life is just temporary. It is borrowed from God. I hope we learn to say I love you to those people who care much about us....before they can never hear it or feel it anymore.
You were there all the time
Even I never noticed you
You brought me smile in my dark days
Even your heart was hurting too
You taught me how to be strong
While the fact that you were weak
You made me realized something
But it's now too late...
You'll never hear me say I loved you
For now you're colder than the snow
If I can only bring back the time
I won't waste it without you...
I will hold your hand next to my heart
I will kiss you each morning and night
I will do whatever you say...
Before you leave me and passed away...
No one will stop me now from crying
Like how you scold and how you frown
I will never ever forget you...
I wish you hear me somehow...
You were there all the time
Even I never noticed you
You brought me smile in my dark days
Even your heart was hurting too
You taught me how to be strong
While the fact that you were weak
You made me realized something
But it's now too late...
You'll never hear me say I loved you
For now you're colder than the snow
If I can only bring back the time
I won't waste it without you...
I will hold your hand next to my heart
I will kiss you each morning and night
I will do whatever you say...
Before you leave me and passed away...
No one will stop me now from crying
Like how you scold and how you frown
I will never ever forget you...
I wish you hear me somehow...
YOU CHANGED MY LIFE
At some point in our lives there will be that one person that will somehow change us without us knowing it...
Plot: It’s been 6 months since Laida Magtalas (Sarah Geronimo) won the heart of her prince charming Miggy Montenegro (John Lloyd Cruz) and it has been nothing but roses—she got promoted, Flippage is now in the same building where Miggy works and best of all, her hair looks better. To Laida, nothing can break her perfect world.
Meanwhile, Miggy also feels like he’s on top of the world. He is finally okay with his family and for the first time, he’s in a relationship that has meaning. He is slowly proving to everyone that he is indeed a work in progress.
But things are quickly proven not quite what they seem. Miggy gets promoted but is assigned in Laguna. Laida, on the otherhand, is being offered a job in Canada. With their careers leading Laida and Miggy to different paths, their relationship suffers from the pressures of being apart. Will Laida and Miggy be able to keep their happily ever after? Or will they realize, a little too late, that living the dream is actually harder than attaining it?
COMMENT KO: After the success of 'A Very Special Love', eto at pinapanood ko na naman sina Miggy at Laida. Now, there's a slight difference. I really enjoyed their first team-up pero sa 2nd movie ako mas naka-relate. It was like my own story. Miggy could be Benjie, a bit snobbish-insensitive, mysterious, but have a soft heart that never shows true emotions. Syempre ako si Laida- a person with a happy outlook in life, loving - to the point na gagawin ang lahat sa taong minamahal. Hmnnn...Si Macoy-ang bestfriend who loves Laida. At sino nga ba isang taong mahal ako pero hanggang friendship lang pwede? Si Bes yun. Naiyak ako sa story na to... coz before I watched it I have this question in my mind. Sino ba dapat 'mas' nagmamahal? Sabi kasi nila dapat ang lalaki ang mas nagmamahal pero pano naman yung mga guys na hindi kayang magpakita ng kanilang totoong nararamdaman? Malas ba ang mga babaeng umiibig sa tulad nila? Pero para sa kin hindi siguro dapat sinusukat ang pagmamahal...dahil kung may sukatan hindi na yun unconditional...
Plot: It’s been 6 months since Laida Magtalas (Sarah Geronimo) won the heart of her prince charming Miggy Montenegro (John Lloyd Cruz) and it has been nothing but roses—she got promoted, Flippage is now in the same building where Miggy works and best of all, her hair looks better. To Laida, nothing can break her perfect world.
Meanwhile, Miggy also feels like he’s on top of the world. He is finally okay with his family and for the first time, he’s in a relationship that has meaning. He is slowly proving to everyone that he is indeed a work in progress.
But things are quickly proven not quite what they seem. Miggy gets promoted but is assigned in Laguna. Laida, on the otherhand, is being offered a job in Canada. With their careers leading Laida and Miggy to different paths, their relationship suffers from the pressures of being apart. Will Laida and Miggy be able to keep their happily ever after? Or will they realize, a little too late, that living the dream is actually harder than attaining it?
COMMENT KO: After the success of 'A Very Special Love', eto at pinapanood ko na naman sina Miggy at Laida. Now, there's a slight difference. I really enjoyed their first team-up pero sa 2nd movie ako mas naka-relate. It was like my own story. Miggy could be Benjie, a bit snobbish-insensitive, mysterious, but have a soft heart that never shows true emotions. Syempre ako si Laida- a person with a happy outlook in life, loving - to the point na gagawin ang lahat sa taong minamahal. Hmnnn...Si Macoy-ang bestfriend who loves Laida. At sino nga ba isang taong mahal ako pero hanggang friendship lang pwede? Si Bes yun. Naiyak ako sa story na to... coz before I watched it I have this question in my mind. Sino ba dapat 'mas' nagmamahal? Sabi kasi nila dapat ang lalaki ang mas nagmamahal pero pano naman yung mga guys na hindi kayang magpakita ng kanilang totoong nararamdaman? Malas ba ang mga babaeng umiibig sa tulad nila? Pero para sa kin hindi siguro dapat sinusukat ang pagmamahal...dahil kung may sukatan hindi na yun unconditional...
Saturday, March 7, 2009
LOVE UNCONDITIONAL
A friend posted a bulettin on Friendster it was titled "Expect the worst" by idezz and this is my version of that comment:
Lahat tau iba-iba ang pananaw on how we deal on life and love. Siguro for me it's not on expecting the worst, i think it's better to see love as unconditional. I got hurt to the point that i was totally wrecked. Like idezz, i had much expectations. Ako kasi yung taong masyadong idealistic. What I learned with all those experiences is to love without expecting anything in return. Mahirap kung sa mahirap pero di ba pagnagmamahal ka naman walang mahirap. At kung masaktan ka man in the end, you need not to regret anything kasi you gave your best to make things work however it's not meant to be. Always put in mind that God has the best plan for you. Dont push your self when it is already over. Always save some love for yourself.
I hope this make sense to the readers. Salamat po.
Lahat tau iba-iba ang pananaw on how we deal on life and love. Siguro for me it's not on expecting the worst, i think it's better to see love as unconditional. I got hurt to the point that i was totally wrecked. Like idezz, i had much expectations. Ako kasi yung taong masyadong idealistic. What I learned with all those experiences is to love without expecting anything in return. Mahirap kung sa mahirap pero di ba pagnagmamahal ka naman walang mahirap. At kung masaktan ka man in the end, you need not to regret anything kasi you gave your best to make things work however it's not meant to be. Always put in mind that God has the best plan for you. Dont push your self when it is already over. Always save some love for yourself.
I hope this make sense to the readers. Salamat po.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
OVER WEEKEND
Feb 20 (Friday) Napuyat ako last night because of my new found friend. I find her really spontaneous at ang sarap nyang kausap. I learned much about a guy na close sa kanya at sa kin. I never realized that it wasnt only me that have the same problem with him. Nagulat talaga ako. Naawa ako bigla with my guy friend. Pero I have no intention of making peace unless I see any difference. Kahit puyat ako, I was very energetic. Though medyo masungit ako that day...hindi ko pa rin sya pinapansin kahit na kinukulit nya ko. Pinaglalaruan pa nga ang pony tail ko. Gusto ko nang matawa sa ginagawa nya pero pinipigil ko so I can be convincing. Tapos panay yakap nya dun sa isa naming churchmate feeling siguro nya magre-react ako pero dedma pa rin ako.
Honestly, my mind was saying 'sige, tama yang ginagawa mo. mabuti nga sa kanya na wala syang kaibigan' pero may heart was saying 'hindi tama yang ginagawa mo. dapat matuto kang magpakumbaba. At one point din naman naging mabuti sya sayo' When I prayed to God and asked His guidance. I decided to get over it. Makikipag-usap ako sa kanya.
Pero nang ako naman ang lumapit. Sya naman ang lumayo. Nagmatigas daw ako at yun ang gusto ko. Pray ulit ako sabi kay Lord siguro mali ang timing ko. Hindi pa tamang magkaayos kami. Saka atleast ginawa ko na yung part ko. Then parang he changed his mind at kinausap at sabi nya "forgiven" na daw ako. Medyo taas kilay ako dun sa sinabi nya na parang may ginawa nanaman akong mali pero ayoko na talaga ng away. So naayos na yon that night.
Feb 21 (Saturday) Monthsary namin ni Bnjie (kahit hindi naman talagang kami) he still greet me. pero walang chance para makausap ko sya. Sama na pakiramdam- sumasakit ulo ko. Wala tuloy akong nagawa than took pre-nup pix of Jhona & Mark. Then umuwi na rin kami agad. Naisip ko yun sinabi ni Daph sa kin. Hindi ako affected basta pumasok lang sya sa utak ko. Then suddenly may nagparamdam-hmmnnn..parang alam yata nya iniisip ko sya. Musta nya me then he confessed again yung love nya for me. Napangiti lang me. Yoko nga mag-react. Saglit lang kami usap kasi late na yun sa Pinas. Gusto daw nya ko makita bago sya matulog (naks! Kakakilig) Ayon, good night na.
Today, sama pa rin pakiramdam ko. Rebuked lang me ng rebuked para ndi matuloy. Uminom na ko ng gamot. Tapos I phoned Erill, I greeted him Good morning. I'm trying to bring back what was before pero malamig pa sya sa aircon namin dito sa office. Nagtataka lang ako bakit pag kami lang parang ayaw nya sa kin pero pag may ibang tao sya yung effort to the max. Hmnnn...yoko mag-isip ng masama. Bahala na si Lord kung san hahantong ang friendship na to.
Pano na kaya yung bayarin ko sa house. Hindi pa kasi nabibigay ni Tita Amy. Sana may mahiramin ako. (Sigh)
Honestly, my mind was saying 'sige, tama yang ginagawa mo. mabuti nga sa kanya na wala syang kaibigan' pero may heart was saying 'hindi tama yang ginagawa mo. dapat matuto kang magpakumbaba. At one point din naman naging mabuti sya sayo' When I prayed to God and asked His guidance. I decided to get over it. Makikipag-usap ako sa kanya.
Pero nang ako naman ang lumapit. Sya naman ang lumayo. Nagmatigas daw ako at yun ang gusto ko. Pray ulit ako sabi kay Lord siguro mali ang timing ko. Hindi pa tamang magkaayos kami. Saka atleast ginawa ko na yung part ko. Then parang he changed his mind at kinausap at sabi nya "forgiven" na daw ako. Medyo taas kilay ako dun sa sinabi nya na parang may ginawa nanaman akong mali pero ayoko na talaga ng away. So naayos na yon that night.
Feb 21 (Saturday) Monthsary namin ni Bnjie (kahit hindi naman talagang kami) he still greet me. pero walang chance para makausap ko sya. Sama na pakiramdam- sumasakit ulo ko. Wala tuloy akong nagawa than took pre-nup pix of Jhona & Mark. Then umuwi na rin kami agad. Naisip ko yun sinabi ni Daph sa kin. Hindi ako affected basta pumasok lang sya sa utak ko. Then suddenly may nagparamdam-hmmnnn..parang alam yata nya iniisip ko sya. Musta nya me then he confessed again yung love nya for me. Napangiti lang me. Yoko nga mag-react. Saglit lang kami usap kasi late na yun sa Pinas. Gusto daw nya ko makita bago sya matulog (naks! Kakakilig) Ayon, good night na.
Today, sama pa rin pakiramdam ko. Rebuked lang me ng rebuked para ndi matuloy. Uminom na ko ng gamot. Tapos I phoned Erill, I greeted him Good morning. I'm trying to bring back what was before pero malamig pa sya sa aircon namin dito sa office. Nagtataka lang ako bakit pag kami lang parang ayaw nya sa kin pero pag may ibang tao sya yung effort to the max. Hmnnn...yoko mag-isip ng masama. Bahala na si Lord kung san hahantong ang friendship na to.
Pano na kaya yung bayarin ko sa house. Hindi pa kasi nabibigay ni Tita Amy. Sana may mahiramin ako. (Sigh)
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